drabylon Open Prompt: Prompt # 146

[rainbow1907]

Title: King of Babylon
Author: rainbow1907
Fandom: Queer As Folk US
Pairing: Brian/Justin
Timeline: Season 1
Word Count: 100
Rating: R
Warnings: None
Disclaimer: I don't own anything, no copyright infringement intended, just playing with the boys...
Beta: Many thanks to my wonderful beta buckeye5 !!! Any remaining mistakes are mine.
Author's Note: Written for drabylon's open prompt week: prompt # 146.
Feedback: Yes, please! Rena


drabylon's prompt:




King of Babylon

He taught me well and I learned my lesson. But it still hurts when he tells me to come back and ask him again in an hour. I don’t want to be taken for granted. And I want to be more than his back-up plan. Be more than Kinney’s stand-by fuck. I want him to take me home because I’m me and not because he didn’t find anybody else worth fucking.

So the proud new King of Babylon steals Brian Kinney’s trick tonight. Yeah, sure, I’m proud… but happy? Who am I kidding? He doesn’t give a shit about me.




Made by yue_akuma @ thehappyfactory

Comments

[aaa-mazing.livejournal.com]

P.S. What pissed off my sweet pumpkin? Huh?

[rainbow1907.livejournal.com]

My darling middle daughter - I found out this morning that she's been "borrowing" my ID card to buy cigarettes for a friend of hers. It's more than being pissed off though, I'm deeply disappointed in her *iz sad*

[pam81.livejournal.com]

Sorry to jump in, but WHAT?????
Seriously??? OMG Rena...

[aaa-mazing.livejournal.com]

Yeah, not the best experience for a Mom. But stay calm, sweetheart, I'm sure she'll understand her mistake.
*cuddles*

[rainbow1907.livejournal.com]

Yeah, about my daughter, I'm not even all that angry, didn't scream at her or anything like that, but I'm sad and disappointed and for now unsure how I can get to trust her again. You know, I wouldn't ever have expected that such a thing could happen to us because I always thought that there is a great relationship and absolute trust from both sides between my girls and I. Will have to think some more about it but I'm sure that things will get better again with time. I still love her to bits like I do all my girls and I'm pretty sure that she still loves me too so I know it will be alright again given some time ♥ Thank you!
*cuddles back*
Rena

[aaa-mazing.livejournal.com]

I just remember my green years - I definitely was pain in my parents' ... life. I guess we all made mistakes at some age;) I'm sure your girls love you endlessly (is it possible to NOT love you?)
Hugs, dear

[rainbow1907.livejournal.com]

Hehe - thanks, dear! It's already much better, we talked things out very calmly and made up afterwards. And tomorrow we're going to celebrate her birthday ♥♥♥
Hugs back, Rena :)

[aaa-mazing.livejournal.com]

You all are here - some like my mom, but all like my friends

[rainbow1907.livejournal.com]

Yes, huh? That's quite something. I have to say, it came really as a shock to me. I'm not even all that angry, didn't scream at her or anything like that, but I'm sad and disappointed and for now unsure how I can get to trust her again. You know, I wouldn't ever have expected that such a thing could happen to us because I always thought that there is a great relationship and absolute trust from both sides between my girls and I. Will have to think some more about it but I'm sure that things will get better again with time. I still love her to bits like I do all my girls and I'm pretty sure that she still loves me too so I know it will be alright again given some time ♥ Many thanks, dear!
Love you, Rena :)

[pam81.livejournal.com]

Oh Rena, I'm not a mother, and so I can only imagine how disappointed you are right now.

But let me tell you something.
I have a great relationship with my mother. She trusts me. I never gave her the feeling I was doing something wrong... but truth is, when I was young, I've done things she still doesn't know right now.
What made me do that? I was young, I had to do my mistakes, I had to do something 'dangerous' just to prove I was a big girl.
Your daughter is in that beautiful, strange, messy age when you do the craziest thing.

I'm sure she will not do the same mistake again. And you'll be able to trust her again soon.
It just takes time.

Love you ♥ Hugs

[rainbow1907.livejournal.com]

Thanks so much for your kind and helpful words, Pam ♥ It's part of growing up to do some stupid things and mess up every once in a while. The important things is that we sat down very calmly and talked things out between us. And made up ♥ So things are being good again between us. I'll be more watchful for a while but I don't intend to be paranoid and overbearing, that's just not me ;) The rest will work itself out come time. And tomorrow we'll be celebrating her birthday ♥
Love and hugs :))) Rena